Even if I Get Better… Things Won’t.

Even if I Get Better… Things Won’t.

I’ve realized that no matter what, that no matter if I’m bettering myself, everything around me remains the same.

It’s good when things are the same, but when everyone around you has been in some sort of funk following the patterns in which they only know how to cope, it gets frustrating and very overwhelming.

Just because I’m getting better, doesn’t mean things around me are.
There’s days where I think there’s no use in getting up from bed. I’ll be treated the same, I’ll do the same things that I do everyday, and nothing will change.
I wish I could float away…

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9 thoughts on “Even if I Get Better… Things Won’t.

  1. No guarantees, of course, and I certainly understand how you’re feeling, but if at all possible change the equation. Make an effort to meet new people who might just treat you better. And make a list of things you’d like to do – things that you could do fairly easily – and then try to do one of them daily or weekly. There will still be the people who treat you rotten, and there will still be some “same-old” that will or might have to do, but don’t be satisfied with that. You are getting better. Find or create a better space around you.

    Good luck!

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