The reason why I haven’t posted anything is lack of motivation.
Me, my mom, and my sister all three find ourselves, not having the motivation to get up from our beds.
To me, doing one thing is becoming almost like a chore. I call it an achievement if I’m able to get up and do the dishes and take out the trash.
For these past couple days, I’ve been finding myself almost to the point of giving up.
However, I know I can’t give up. I’m not a quitter. It’s just hard, you know? It’s just hard waking up and having to get through the day, when nothing seems to be working out. I try to lift myself up, I try to set goals for myself… but I’ve tried. And nothing looks to be working.
I’ve been doing some writing.
Two days ago, I’d attempted to write a song on the piano but that failed me. I have no confidence in my musical abilities when I can barely play the piano.